Adulthood
11 Feb 2011 Leave a Comment
My mom used to tell me, ” Once you are an adult, time just flies before your eyes.” This is so true. Time passes so quickly, too fast for me to accept and adapt.
Today is the end of my 6th weeks of work. My birthday was 2 weeks ago, he is gone for 2 weeks, I have graduated for more than 6 weeks. Within these 6 weeks it is hard to believe how much I went through, how much I have done. I moved house, I spent a good month with him, I completed most of the documents for visa applicant, the dance performance was successful, I have organised a housewarming, a small scaled CNY dinner, done some good cooking with friends… 24 hours just walk pass me without myself realising.
Being 22, staying away from family in oversea,I don’t feel 22, I feel 25 or older. I start to get confused with my age, my surrounding. Most of them feel unreal. I wish sometimes I can slow down my pace and really appreciate my youth. I do enjoy my work,and my life. Just too many things going on, too quick.
In 10 months time, I have to complete my training, improve my language, be prepared to be a competent pharmacist, attend first aid course excluding daily work like cleaning, cooking, finance management, attending seminars and talks. So many tasks waiting ahead of me.zzzzzzZZZZ
ONce a while, I sit back and ask myself ” Have I made a right decision ? How will my future be? AFter putting so much effort will i actually get what I want” Honestly I am not sure if I have made a wise choice, but I know I will regret if I don’t give it a good try. IT can be very frustrating sometimes but I believe once I am done with this year, I will be a stronger person.
Ganbatee everyone! Welcome to the world of adult!
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